alone is what I’ll be forever.
why is it that this wave off loneliness always come crashing on me? Maybe I’m overreacting but this always happens. I always meet someone and it lasts a while and then its over, just like that. How am I supposed to trust the other person if I can’t be 100% sure that it will work out. Its like wondering “When will we break up” all the time.
Everyone wants to be loved but also to be alone sometimes. Guessing some people are alone for too long
I’m a girl. I don’t want to be alone all the time, but I need to be alone sometimes. At times
I look terrible and all messed up. I have my off days, and I’m not the prettiest girl around. I flip out on people sometimes, but I will always love the people I care about. I get it I’m not perfect but when someone gives me a chance to actually be “me” then I won’t disappoint.
I’m sorry I’m not perfect enough
Today, I realised that the moon was the most beautiful thing. Not only because of its beauty; only because you can see it everywhere, and nothing has ever been that close while being so far
My secret is out. The secret I’ve been keeping for almost a year long.
I had this burden I had to carry and it started to eat me up from the inside out.
It made me very depressed and upset. I went up to my mother and told her i had smoked and drank.
Tears filled her eyes. Tears full of disappointment.
Its okay I guess, I got it over with. I just feel like I disappointed her.
music plays a very important role in my life. I listen to music when I’m sad or depressed to cheer me up or in a way to “comfort” me. I mostly listen to indie rock.
when I listen to music on the music channels I feel ashamed, artists mostly sing about sex and money and I personally feel that music is definitely not about sex and money.
2 am, sitting alone at the coffee-table in the dark, writing and aching for you, while you are asleep in your own bed, far from here. Dreaming of someone else
I was your cure, and you were my disease. I was saving you, but you were killing me